You Have Been

You’ve been my love, the first love of my life
But God knows why you didn’t stay the last.
I’m sinking in these endless lonely nights
And can’t stop thinking of forbidden past.

We were supposed to be together till the end of days.
Why does it end so stupid and so fast?..
I’ve been ready to surrender when suddenly you came.
Why have you left me in samples of the rust?..

In my heart I left the place for you
Though you don’t need It will be there forever..
I only wish to know the simple truth
I guess there ain’t no reasons for you, never.

We were supposed to be together till the day we die.
God only knows why I turned out to be so weak.
I’m ready to betray my pride, I’m fed up with these lies.
But there all these sweet loving stories sink.