I always think about you

I always think about you,
But you (I'm sure)all forgot.
I’m happy today due
To my wonderful word “not”.
“Not” I dare to add to “kiss”,
“Not” to “love” and to “pleasure” –“not”.
Every day I, of course, miss,
Well, I know, you (I'm sure)forgot.
I don’t want you betray me again,
Hurt, but not me. Stop doing it.
Looking forward to heavy rain,
Having heart of mine easily lit.