will smile like a chesire cat

I will switch on the music,
will smile like a chesire cat.
Today I will be happy,
not that gloomy as used to be lately
crying bitterly because of a teeny tiny misdeed.

I feel like I've drunk some red wine
and have eaten a lot of chocolate.
Am I really happy right now?
hope it's going to last and will not soon end.


I will make music louder
will do a clumsy dance
if somebody sees - they will definetly laugh.

But I understood somehow
it is better to be ridiculous
than to feel emitionally unsatisfied....