Instead

I guess you are nice,
I guess you are shy.
And if you arise,
You’ll probably hide
Your blueberry eyes
Instead of ally
Them with mine.

I’ve just lost my brains
And broken my bones.
I threw paper planes
Instead of your stones.
My sorrow was vain,
You left me alone,
But with you.

Because of bad mood
You won’t recall.
But I understood
I had understood
You at all.

Beware of me
When I am so mad.
I’ll make you to be
Extremely sad.
If you knew how I regret
I didn’t know you then.
I hear your soft voice instead
Again and again.

Because of bad mood
You’ll hush up anew.
But I understood
I had understood
I need you,
I love you.