light or night outside

I am no more young,
eyes don't sparkle like stars.
neck betrays all the years by wrinkles.
Still remember those days
I was happy and pure
and my tongue was sharp and offensive.

I don't have any dreams
light or night outside ...
I am dark and my nature is gloomy.
I just wish to cry out "I do want some warmth!"
and to wake up with thought - I am needed.