My heart is not closed

I say to myself - Never give up!
Tommorow will come - will be a day.
I 'll breathe juicy wind , will be looking at stars.
Noone's to blame - there are ups and downs.

My Lord will be Guardian,
he'll give me support
When I am not right
He'll tell me to stop.

My path is not easy
My wounds still give pain
I try to forget much of my way.

Now I cry ,
but not of regret.
My tears are pouring
as purer I get.

My heart is not closed
I live as I may
My demons within
are singing of peace.