Stand up!

You looked around and found no one,
You can't deny, what you've become.
It's rather hard to stay alive,
To have a back, with all that knifes
To stay just strong - a good advice.
Enough! It's long, you've tried it twice.
What place to choose, there's no aim,
You've done you best, there's no success,
The answer found - you can't explain,
You're rather high, than most of rest.
But you can't have the half they do -
That's not in vain, just still you do.