Complicated

It happened once to me before.
That sounds so sophisticated!
It's all in half, in three, in four
And it's so hard and complicated.

I could've done or should've done?
Again insanity is speaking!
There's no answer, what's the harm?
I am not afraid and I'm not freaking.

I'm half awake and half asleep,
In search of love, so long awaited.
My ears are deaf, my eyes are blind.
I told you things are complicated...