I want my eyes full of tears

I want my eyes full of tears.
not of regret but of sacred feelings.
I wish to open up my Soul
not to be afraid of what destiny's bringing.

I have walked much , my anckles are aching
I've seen pain, I 've been despised for my openess.

I've tasted pepper , I 've eaten the sweetest sugar
I've licked blood from my lips that were trembling.

I was afraid- my loosing Mind was travelling
I've been in the grave and saw miracles happening.

I want my eyes - full of tears.
not of regret - but of sacred feelings.