No pain

Hi, my most gentle nightmare,
I am captured by panic again.
I scroll in my memory days,
I don't find myself on your ways.

All have already got confused,
Want to know that we had to lose.
My mistake or your loss ,
Who the first will give a voice...

Nothing will be,
Stop shouting!
I want to live
With the routing.

In other life,
Where there is no pain.
There is no strife
And sense of blame.