House of mine

How is this heaven,
i was crazy,
i am alone,
please find me.
Eclipse is not happy,
how i became blind and weak.
you left me, but maybe you re right.
house of mine, and walls in it,
bricked up, from words and my dreams.
from your tender caresses...
stand on my feet, and the hesrt beats,
like that....
this is the end?