Addiction

It’s just so dreadful… understanding you’re not minе
But you’re aware I’m yours , I’m here around
And your insanity still over my decline
Still my consciousness is covered with a shroud...

My mind’s seduced by tangency vibrations,
My dignity’s still blazing there in hell,
My soul is down of bitter revelations -
I’d run away, If I just could rebel...

If I could get escaped …Ain’t even trying -
It’s You I’m still addicted to depend,
With You I’m full of pain, without You – almost dying
And I confess for that, I blame it, I repent...

Just hold me tight…my rules not worth a button,
Despite this nonsense could be ever hardly gained...
I do conform. My principles are nothing -
Addiction’s over everything again.