No exit...

I've played this rude game till the time
When everything came clear...

It was my secret, perfect crime,-
The speech they'd like to hear...

I came too far, there's no exit,
Like deer between two flames...

My soul's divided, brain's on heat,-
Keep in my mind two names...

Don't make me choose, it hurts inside,
I've better disappeare...

Don't want to loose, so tired to fight...
No...No exit from here...