I desire to break all the rules

I desire to break all the rules
shout of joy when noone expects
I've forgotten if I was really drunk
No more happy, just middle aged.

I don't smoke - it's good time to start.
No memory of men's lips.
I'll bite every who gives me a kiss
just to taste how sweet blood can be.

In the agony I am dreaming of love
now I think it 's only a myth.
Crying bitterly I go to sleep
but there're people whom I believe...