I got suddenly blind...

I got suddenly blind In the circle of those,
Who were witnessing my slowly fading, that blow!
All the faces turned dark, there was nothing inside,
But a glitter of light, so naive to confide...
Am I still here to know, am I here to find?
Even though I see not, but the question is- "why?"
All the visions were gone. Were they actually mine?-
Then my spirit aroused and the meaning was lost
Never meant to be found.