Good Watcher

So happy and unhappy.
Of serious and madness.
I am want nothing and want everything
Throw away and hiding.
I walking nowhere and way every.
I love and hating.
I want and do not want to.
I'm watching over time.

Clocks working backwards.
Water flowing back-yard .
Children by borning dying,
Death after children rise.
What is that nice feeling,
So nice but unattractive?
And who invented that time
Walk forward, staying frozen?

One I know for sure now,
But not sure in thing yet.
That I love at this day.
But that was tomorrow.
I remember very clearly
The pieces of dreaming
As I got very stupid
But immediately got wise.

Original text on Russian:
http://www.stihi.ru/2015/02/27/667